i have been ecstatic, in awe, amidst great beauty, inspired, working hard and well and feeling it in many ways. i even cut off about 30 pages from my book recently and felt pretty damned good about it. (anyone want to see some stuff that didn't make the cut?)
i have been frustrated, angry, in pain, unsure, sad, and lonely. i also got my 1st cpl hugs in a great many days recently from 2 new friends, the cook and his wife, at my work. work, not home, not really, since 1 discovery recently was that i am expected to work 26 days straight. then leave for 4. then come back n work. etc. repeat. is my home my home if i'm not allowed to be there on my time off...especially when i'm quite remote?
well, i decided that i'd like it to remain a semi-home of sorts, rather than a good chuck of the last cpl days looking for a new place to lay my weary traveler's head. now let's see if my demands get met.
my recent travel day was very much a silent meditation. perhaps today's will be as well, just with an active pen in hand.
i have been frustrated, angry, in pain, unsure, sad, and lonely. i also got my 1st cpl hugs in a great many days recently from 2 new friends, the cook and his wife, at my work. work, not home, not really, since 1 discovery recently was that i am expected to work 26 days straight. then leave for 4. then come back n work. etc. repeat. is my home my home if i'm not allowed to be there on my time off...especially when i'm quite remote?
well, i decided that i'd like it to remain a semi-home of sorts, rather than a good chuck of the last cpl days looking for a new place to lay my weary traveler's head. now let's see if my demands get met.
my recent travel day was very much a silent meditation. perhaps today's will be as well, just with an active pen in hand.
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